It takes time to heal…it’s a golden word I’ve been living since then. I had a disagreement with my mom few days ago, I don’t know why the conversation went into something that lead both her and I hurting each other with words..
She became too over-protective with my brother and me opposing it was a big deal for her and dad. I know it’s her motherly love but if they wouldn’t let go of my brother, he would forever be dependent with them.
But I guess that’s how moms’ are….I just wish they’ll open their minds and hear me out before it’s too late. I was never selfish nor changed..I just want to help them motivate and polish my bro..yet if I was selfish..I could have forgotten them and never send any single support since I started earning.
I’m taking a break right now, I was too hurt with the words she said to me. I did not contacted them yet..maybe later, maybe soon but not too soon.
I need to heal, I was badly wounded. We are in California right now, and going here is very helpful. Seeing new faces and new environment is helping me understand them..